Sunday, May 18
⇨Hectic
its been 2weeks since i started training.. & last week was real terrible for me.. kp doing the wrong things & getting yelled at, practically upside down by the trainer thou i understd tt was meant for my own gd. haiz, no choice, i guessed i hv to admit tt workin in the bank does nt afford any room for discrepancies & i only hv myself to blame for slow learning.
flopped both of the theory tests which was meant to be easy. and if tt was nt the worst, next tues wil be having another 4 more tests.. to add on to my 2 tests which means i hv to take 6 tests all in one day! HAIZZZZZzzz...... can anyone just kill me instantly??.....
i dunno how much longer i can cope as my confidence jus shatters day by day... despite repeatedly consoling myself its tough cos its my 1st job & every other jobs out there are the same.. but its seriously v demoralising whn all the other trainees could perform so well during training cept me... haiz.... T.T
perhaps, im weak.
flopped both of the theory tests which was meant to be easy. and if tt was nt the worst, next tues wil be having another 4 more tests.. to add on to my 2 tests which means i hv to take 6 tests all in one day! HAIZZZZZzzz...... can anyone just kill me instantly??.....
i dunno how much longer i can cope as my confidence jus shatters day by day... despite repeatedly consoling myself its tough cos its my 1st job & every other jobs out there are the same.. but its seriously v demoralising whn all the other trainees could perform so well during training cept me... haiz.... T.T
perhaps, im weak.
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